We are who we are. We can be influenced, but that influence does not change us. We change us.
On my life… I really miss sex. I feel like everything is going so slow. I mean, I’m trying this one year thing, but man… man, I really just want to fuck someone up against a wall. Lol, it’s crazy. My birthday is coming up too. And there is really only one thing that I want. I really want someone that will let me control them. I keep picturing myself in an all white room while it’s raining. Grabbing someone by the throat and just fucking the life out of them. I just feel like there is so much pent up inside of me. And I just want to take the day and just fuck. On the floors, the kitchen tops, the walls, just everywhere. It’s crazy, it’s really gotten to the point whgere my dick gets hard if I even see someone attractive. Idk, maybe I’ll get my gift.
I love the faces and sounds women make when i give head. …it makes me feel so powerful. Between my head and their moans, we make the perfect cycle: you scream, it gets better, it gets better, you scream. I haven’t given head in weeks. So let this be a warning to whoever is next. Ima fuck you up….
But in other news today was the first day of my diet and I feel Like I am going to die. On Tuesday Popeye’s sells 2 pieces of chicken for a dollar and guess what my family had for dinner?!! But I decided to do what was better for me and eat my oats. BTW, the Quaker Oats protein oatmeal tastes great. You guys should try it.