Me and ma dukes
Memories are the best worst thing you can have.
You deserve it. You have worked hard for it for as long as you have wanted it. But it didn’t work. I don’t care how much you feel like you deserve something. If he doesn’t feel like its for you, he will take it out of your life. And it feels horrible at first. To know that something you killed yourself over is something that you don’t even need. That’s the problem with most of us. We are so focused on everything else that we neglect ourselves. Work on yourself and watch your life become better. Love yourself and then and only can you put your love in anything else -Markjones
a lot of girls reblogging this lol
we tryna find out
no shame in my game.
I miss being with someone. I miss the warmth I get physically, mentally, and emotionally. I miss the feeling of connection. I’m not saying I want a girlfriend. I probably couldn’t be with one. I’m not saying I want sex. I’ve been doing pretty good without it in my life. I just want something there…
I reminisce about my life a lot. I used to have a great life. School wise I had great grades and I guess if you actually care about that type of stuff, I was pretty popular. I used to be a clothing designer, an actual clothing designer. I went places and did things. And I was in love. I was happy. Now I just feel like I’m floating by with life. Happiness lasts for seconds and then I am back were I started. Funny thing is, I’m not depressed. I’ve been depressed before and this isn’t it. It’s like… I just am not motivated. I have so much to do and I just can’t do it. And not just because I can’t, but because I don’t care. I don’t care about too much now a days. And I feel like if I don’t fix this, I will eventually give up on everything.
Au Meme: J. Cole talking about a special girl that used to be apart of his life, who is he talking about? You be the judge of that.
Jermaine: “I loved her and I still love her, she was God’s gift to be and I never took advantage of it, it’s crazy how you can be so dumb in love, think that nothing can take that away from you how it can never slip through your fingers, then one day bam it’s like you’ve never had it, that’s how I felt when I lost her, but like I said I’m not the one to hold a grudge, I see now that she’s more happier than ever…sadly she looks more happier then how I made her.”